I just had no idea. No clue. What is/was love? I never truly knew until I fell in Love with mySelf. It’s the Greatest Love in this physical reality. “You’re OK.” “I kind of like you.” “You’re cool…I guess.” Those are the kind of things I would think or feel. After the Shift, something dawned on me. I Loved Me. It’s this love that gave me the strength to let my girlfriend, Eiris, go. I do LOVE her. I came to realize it was different though. It wasn’t fair to her or myself to keep the relationship going (her in Germany and me back stateside). It wasn’t in my mind at the time, almost a year ago, but it began to take shape and form recently. “She” is out there. She is looking for me as well. Well. I guess “looking” kind of doesn’t describe “it”. Waiting. A Waiting. Waiting for that moment when we are in alignment. When that moment comes, we will be walking next to each other all of the sudden and realize we have always been walking next to each other. When? Good question. Whenever the moment of alignment occurs. A day? Maybe a couple months. 10yrs. Who knows with these things…
It is a direction our Sun is taking us through this Galaxy. We’ve made this trip before. Well. Not us personally. Personally, we see ourselves traveling around the Sun 365 days a year. The Sun is a Traveler as well and we are along for the ride. It actually has something to do with how I “woke up” as if in a deep sleep. And the Sun continues on a course it knows so well and yet unchartered waters for our 3D forms (Body/Mind). The Spirit aspect already KNOWS and continues its waiting for The Next Moment. What is “this” Eternity we are heading toward? I do not know anything specific whatsoever. A Feeling. We are heading into Something Wonderful. The closer we get, the stronger I feel. There has been the New Feeling as of late. Thanks to the Universe directing me back to Christian D. Larson, I rediscovered Poise and Power and finally read the book after owning it for almost a year. I seemed to be content with listening to the first four chapters on youtube. Finally. I was ready. This incredible strength that had been growing and growing, combined with the Peace that was re-experienced a year ago was developing and molding into this This Poise. I had a name for it now. Poise. But even now as I am giving consideration to this word, I know it is changing and Growing into More. Whatever the “more” is, I’m not sure there is an earthly/human word to describe It. Maybe that is why I am here. Maybe that was why the Voice told me to begin writing this story. I am heading into Eternity. Eternity is Now. Forever.
And there It IS. Harmony. A True Balance of the aspects of Physicality, Mentality, Spirituality. To continually achieve Harmony, you have to what I call Tending Your Garden. Daily. Gardens need nurturing else they will not flourish. You give it water, fertilizer, pull the weeds. Pulling the weeds is vital unless you would like your garden overtaken. Hence, FREE Will. A choice that the Majority choose not to keep a prosperous garden. Oh they may take care to keep a beautiful body, but the soul is in despair and ugly things permeate the mind. Maybe great attention is given to soulful prayers with determined faith and conviction but…they care little for what they ingest into their body, their temple, and have let themselves go.
Feed and nourish ALL THREE ASPECTS DAILY and you will find Balance, Peace, and Harmony.
And here I sit contemplating at Canyon Lake Resort (4 Apr 14), The Deep Faith. I can Hear the Quiet watching. Always Watching. Non-interference. Just always waiting for…the Next, and the Next, and the Next. (There is a certain humor there that I am hesitant to discuss in the moment). This Quiet Always Stillness Presence just IS. No judgement. Just THERE. I know that it is the basis where the Voice manifests. I had come to refer to It (me) as my Higher-Self. And I know without question or doubt that this Awareness is Infinite. It is God. That aspect of God individualized in Me. Take a microscopic molecule of water from the vast ocean. The ocean is still there in that tiny spec, just individualized. My Spirit, my Soul, the tiniest molecule removed from the Infinite Vastness of Source, of God.
As Above, so below.
The same applies here as to the other two aspects (Body, Mind). Laying the Foundation, continue to build, creating newer and even stronger foundations. The daily reminder. Prayer – Meditation. You cannot fully live in the external 3-D world unless you live in, explore, and fully express The Great Within.